blehhhhh overate again!!
i want to burst alrdy.
i tried being bulimic but failed. (ie tried to make myself puke cos i really felt terrible but unfortunately, i think the food is in the small intestine alrdy. probably too lazy to travel all the way up to my mouth)
second on my to-do list after exams is exercise.
first is to pass my final theory. without which i cannot proceed to take driving test..
anw im searching for a fun exercise.
gym sucks cos you wrestle with machines and stare at the same scenery. and i hate plain old running.
maybe some games but that involves people which involves friends which im sorely lacking :(
or at least, im lacking ACTIVE friends.
anw 7pm show is so cool cos its filmed around my neighbourhood.
so now i know why i saw huangwenyong and co filming at my house cc.
too bad didnt see myself on tv. haha!
maybe third on my to-do list shall be staking out the neighbourhood to catch them filming. theyre still in the midst of filming anw..
and i wish there was some way to block ppl's smses cos theres this person getting on my nerves big time.

and i have decided not to be overly bothered by my grades.
deep down inside, im not the type who yearns for a top-notch job or high-flying career. actually, i dont even care if i lose to other ppl.
its the thought of disappointing my parents that gets to me, that sparked this 'i must win' thing.
so anw, as long as i can graduate in peace, honours or no honours, leave it to the higher powers.
besides, i cant imagine doing a thesis on smth as dry as acc.
thesis statement: the consequence of not balancing the balance sheet
will still study, will still try to destroy those top 5 jcs, but not going to be overly devastated by the outcome.
got my health, my family and friends, enough money to stay comfortable and enough irritating ppl to give me adrenaline rush occasionally can liao.
the rest would just be a bonus.
:)

and university exam papers are really humourous.
one of the options for mcq:
Ooops! I was smsing in class so I missed what the lecturer said. Please give me another chance.
hm i think it feels funnier when its on the exam paper.
3 more to go!!!

first exam today!
on the way to school, everything was so blur. as in i couldnt see things that were far away.
and i was thinking that my myopia has increased exponentiallly over the study week because i studied too hard like the dutiful mugger that i am. (i wish)
but then cannot be cos my specs still work fine.
then i thought maybe my eyeballs were scratched or injured or my optic nerve had snapped. ( i always suspect its my optic nerve i dunno why)
but seems unlikely lehhh...
or maybe my contact lens was dirty.
but cannot be, cos i know the feeling and this feeling is totally different.
then i thought somemore and i realised that the contact lens solution had felt funny this morning.
the it hit me like a gust of wind (reminds me of p6 compo when i write this).
i must have worn the wrong pair of contacts! (ie cockroach's contact lens.)
no wonder everything blur blur.
where got idiot wear wrong contact lens one right...
LUCKILY dad had nagged at me to bring my glasses along and i actually DID bring it to stop his nagging.
but i shant tell my dad cos he'll just go 'i told you so' smugly and up his nagging many notches.
first time i wore the wrong pair of contact lens, and it had to be on an exam day.
anw today's paper was bad because cannot balance anything at all. as usual.
but luckily, everyone i know so far ALSO CANNOT.
soooooooooooooo yeah if you managed to balance, pls dont talk to me. i dont want to know.
FIVE MORE TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
i will win this war!












but first, a pre-war nap.

a short excerpt from the minutes of a meeting my mom attended.


1. We should not sleep in the office while working.

2. Discussing with leader if we cannot finish work on time, do not inform leader and engineer at last min.

3. Controlling our mood when disagreement happening between engineer and us.

4. As a good employee we should be improving ourselves

i laughed for a whole 5 mins at the first item.
i cant believe they discuss such trivial stuff in a meeting.
the whole minutes came across as immature.
it is so redundant and their discussions have no substance at all.
a meeting for the sake of a meeting.
if not for the company logo, i would have thought that the meeting was attended by primary school kids.
and the person doing the minutes has really bad english.
and its not formal looking at all. font type was Comic Sans.
at least i managed to relieve some stress...

am freezing to death and it doesnt help that its raining and today's productivity level is really low. 4days to exams!! and despite the cold, at least theres free milo. since its FREE, i've overdosed on 5cups alrdy which explains my heavy bladder and bloated stomaach omg its so cold i cant even type properly bye.

its incredible how many ways there are to injure yourself.
just injured my middle finger on an ice cube so like cant type properly.
and few days ago i kept smashing my hand on walls accidentally.
and yesterday this guy stepped on my shin. nope not my toes, MY SHIN.
and my legs keep scraping against tables and chair.
its really amazing how lucky i get when it comes to injuries.
and anw, after watching 2012, which is your typical disaster movie, i realised that humans are super weak.
its actually very easy to kill us all.
despite all our weapons and technology and whatever nonsense, all it takes is a very angry mother nature to wipe us out.
so what if we can swim? flood us and we're still dead.
so what if we have fire extinguishers and firemen and stuff? fire still burns us to kentucky fried humans before we even reach the extinguisher.
so what if we have super impressive and magnificent and state-of-the-art buildings? the ground shake a bit and those buildings topple over like uno stacko bricks.
so what if our life expectancy is increasing? mutate one virus and we'll die.
so what if you find a cure for THAT virus? THAT virus mutates into another virus and we still end up dying.
why waste time trying to kill each other when mother nature can do the job much more efficiently for us.

grrrr i just get so mad everytime i hear news of the sea level rising and the weather turning crazy.
im mad cos everyone COMPLAINS, but doesnt do anything.
i hateeeeeee complaining ppl who dont take the effort to improve their situation.
unless youre my friend then im biased and i can accept your whining but other than that, just stfu.

i never imagined myself to be mugging at this time of the year again.
cruel joke.
its like a mini A-levels, with lesser at stake.
BUT to me, theres ALOT AT STAKE.
got to crush those top5 jc ppl.
and its weird that my pulse is twice that of my dad's.
going to go google it.
and the pandas from china are sooooooooooooooooooooooo adorable. k im sure everyone feels the same way but i cant help it. they are just so fat and round and stupid looking that my heart just meltssssss. i adore them as much as i adore boooo!

time crawls when mugging, but flies when computer-ing.